Procrastinating until Marriage

This post is part 3 of my Summer Series featuring each of the Ten Christian Voices We Can’t Ignore from my e-book, Outside In, which you can get for free by subscribing to my newsletter here. I will be inviting guest posts, adapting parts of my book, and sharing original ideas. I hope you will follow along and consider picking up the book (for free).

In one of the chapters of my book I address the glorification of marriage within the church. Sometimes married people, like myself, make the mistake of assuming we understand what it’s like to be single because we were all, once upon a time, single. But more and more people are remaining single well into their 30’s, and the experience of single-hood as a twenty-something adult is different than being a single teenager or a college student. This is why I am relying on the voices of my single friends to inform this subject.

Today, I am excited to welcome Karla, a twentysomething single woman. I hope you’ll appreciate her poignant prose on the lies and the dream of marriage as much as I did.


Marriage is a dream I can wait for. But

I’m slipping again. Slipping into this whole mindset of I don’t need to work toward anything right now. Once I get married, then we’ll figure out together what in the world we’re supposed to be doing. 

I’m not saying things can’t work out that way, but I can’t know that things will work out that way. So everyday for me is a fight to not settle, to keep dreaming, to keep pursuing goals, to keep thriving. To fight the mentality that marriage is just around the corner when the truth is, at this rate, it may be years and years away. And what am I going to be doing until then?

I should be:




None of this waiting.

It’s so easy to slip into this waiting, this mindset of procrastination. When I don’t want to learn Spanish. And I don’t want to research the things I care about. And I don’t want to work diligently at my day job. When I don’t want to develop my talents and hobbies. When I don’t want to wrestle through what God might be calling me to do alone. When I think this whole life thing will be so much easier with a spouse. I get lazy, and I think When I get married, then … Then.

And even when I have some renewed motivation to pursue goals, I’m really thinking This is all just a back-up plan if I don’t get married. This isn’t the real deal. I don’t really need to be serious about this. Real life starts when I get married.

I’m calling bullshit on myself. On the devil. Because all of that is a LIE.

A lie that keeps me paralyzed. A lie that keeps me lazy. A lie that keeps me from going anywhere. A lie that keeps me reordering my life so that it looks pleasing to men rather than God. A lie that keeps me manipulating my circumstances. A lie that keeps me from wholly seeking God.

Marriage is a dream. It’s a beautiful dream. It’s a God-given dream. But unlike other dreams, it’s not necessarily a goal I can work toward. There needs to be another person involved for that to happen. Because of this, I need to find other dreams. Dreams God has also given. Dreams I can put my working hands to.

Working is a privilege. Dreaming is a privilege. It would be foolish to take those things for granted.

Marriage is a dream I can wait for. But there are other dreams I am called to. There is a whole discipleship mission I am called to, everyday. There are people around me I am called to love, everyday. There’s a job I am called to do my best in, everyday. This mission, these people, even this job—as transient as they all may be—are not a part of waiting. They’re a part of trusting. They’re a part of living.


Karla is a twentysomething learning to live, love, and dream. She is a writer, singer, terrible dancer, and a growing advocate for justice and God’s kingdom work. She does social media and inbound marketing for trade books at David C Cook, and is a content manager at Live58. She lives in Colorado Springs where she volunteers with Restore Innocence and chases after mountain adventures as often as she can.

Read previous posts from Outside In Summer Series:

Five Reasons Christians Should Do Comedy

Ten Reasons People with Disabilities Shouldn’t Go To Church



  • CrystalDawn0603

    Amen! Amen! Amen! And thank you! As a thirty something single woman, it’s tough to deal with all of the questions about ‘when are you getting married? When are you settling down and starting a family?’ It’s as though I’m not a whole person with my own calling that might not include marriage.

  • Julie Gadbury

    I am in my forties and single. There are many who feel that a Christian woman shouldn’t be single. Very politely, I’ve listened to people tell me why I should be actively seeking a mate, or that I can’t serve God without having a spouse and children. I’ve watched and been hurt by Christian friends who only spend time with me to ‘set me up’ or finally to ignore me because they feel I cannot connect with them as a single woman.

    I also have married friends who are willing to invite me into their families. I treasure these relationship. These are the people who see me as an individual person. We disagree, we discuss and we sacrifice for one another. These are the relationships that strengthen and encourage me as well as allow me to strengthen and encourage others.

    My life is full and I feel that I have purpose. My relationship with God is a a journey with its own ups and downs. After all, as a Christian, my responsibilities are first to develop my relationship with Jesus. Everything else is icing on the cake.

    • Thanks for sharing, Julie, great to see you on here!

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